I am an ACTOR, WHO LOVES TO WRITE...
Let, I repeat, I am an Actor that Loves to Write. Hmm, sounds cliche to me. Wouldn't you agree? I was struggling with this line, looking at it from different angles for the past weeks as I prepared myself for my first blog post... literally tilting my head to fully understand what I was trying to say. Um, yes, I questioned my own self. I wonder why, oh! Answered: I was aiming for perfection. Ding Ding Ding! I labeled myself. Let me rephrase my opening, breathe, and exist, and be open. I am Sydney Morgan, and this is my first posting on my blog because I've always had a passion to write. Now, I am Relieved, Raw, and Real = ME.
For most of my teens years to present I've had a love for writing. I just didn't know where or how to be that, while I was one thing. This year, I realized how full of a person I am, and how many sides I have to me. The girl who sits in her room imagining a world and putting it on paper. But, I felt stuck, like I was hiding, and not being fully committed to myself as a being. I felt like I reached a point in my life where I needed a change, so that I can have growth, because everything became simply simple, and safe. I was living safe. It is risky for me to express my thoughts, and to want to share it because I am a introvert, but a Master at Turning on an Extrovert mask. For me, it is like jumping off a cliff, skydiving, really, falling forward. Now, I am trusting in sharing, not for me, but to help others and getting conversations started to grow as people. Brewing a Pot of Good Ole Ramen Noodle Soup. I am growing, and I'm excited, I'm thrilled, I'm electrified for the growth of this platform. I invite you to, Create Your Own Opportunity. Fall Forward.
Let's retract a month ago. One day, I prayed to God, I cried, I silenced my life. I happened to search on the internet, "happened?". Let's be real, I needed a quote or inspiration to get my head together, and BAM! I found a group of Naturalista’s that focused on wellness. The inspiration hit me, it was more of my stance. To be quite honest, it is more of my reality. To express my full self and to share to others. I guess, the word Wellness triggered something in me, being a full human being and not labeling myself to do one thing. And to have a starting point, and not focusing on the result. Crawl before you walk. Allowing Growth.
I had an AHA MOMENT, I have these a lot. A new thought, simply an idea. But, The message that came to mind is the concept of how one must change their thought or outlook. Many of us are either close to graduating high school, continuing college, graduated and is starting a career and these moments are apart of our development. Hey! Maybe, you're a mother who is juggling to be you and be the best parent you can be. Perhaps, wherever you are currently, don't you feel like our minds are hectic? a bit unsettling? Wanting to succeed but is not clearly seeing the light at the end of the tunnel? My advice, you must prepare for success to come. Erase. Erase.( Self Repeat: Breathe, Exist, Be Open) I mean, have a vision of where you see yourself, have a thought, and put it into action, your actions become your examples and when the opportunities for you to share your vision that was once a thought, it becomes reality, hence whatever ways you define success already happens because of your effort to change your mind positively. Does that make sense? I think so, it fuels me, so I guess I made my thought clear. ( Self Repeat: Breathe, Exist, Be Open) I mean, have a vision of where you see yourself, have a thought, and put it into action, your actions become your examples and when the opportunities for you to share your vision that was once a thought, it becomes reality, hence whatever ways you define success already happens because of your effort to change your mind positively. Does that make sense? I think so, it fuels me, so I guess I made my thought clear. ( Self Repeat: Breathe, Exist, Be Open) I mean, have a vision of where you see yourself, have a thought, and put it into action, your actions become your examples and when the opportunities for you to share your vision that was once a thought, it becomes reality, hence whatever ways you define success already happens because of your effort to change your mind positively. Does that make sense? I think so, it fuels me, so I guess I made my thought clear. ( Self Repeat: Breathe, Exist, Be Open) I mean, have a vision of where you see yourself, have a thought, and put it into action, your actions become your examples and when the opportunities for you to share your vision that was once a thought, it becomes reality, hence whatever ways you define success already happens because of your effort to change your mind positively. Does that make sense? I think so, it fuels me, so I guess I made my thought clear.
For myself personally, creating a blog was a way for me to help connect a network and community for others, and to allow the voice in my head to be heard. I have to go through trials and tribulations, I am simply warming up for the race.
I look back at my journal I first wrote this entry in, and it’s me rabbling about how I need to do this. I wrote 4 pages about my main goal to enlighten, and to empower, young woman with reading a blog that helps us learn wellness, gain wisdom from each other, and uplifting each other as the Queens and Princesses we are.
If you want to do something, and you have not received the opportunity, find ways in making an opportunity for yourself. Breathe into existence what your goals, dreams, and aspirations are.
Claim, Declare, and Affirm Your Dreams Below
